Where did I go????

Well apparently I have a sexy head! My sister Judy came over to my sister Patty's house to see me and my new nodoo! She said she was ready to start crying and she goes holy man you would have to have a sexy head and laughed her head off. See she has always wanted hair like mine and says even bald you beat me!! HA sisters!
So I got over it. Losing the breast still is worse as it can't grow back. Well I have a sexy head so great. The hats and the scarves have their own drawers, I did the big put away of all sexy bras and sports bras little baby dolls all sexy things with wires and stuff that just won't fit this new chemo body. I was a little sad but its so part of the process and month ago I couldn't face it but I did last night.
Now don't get wrong I bought nice jammies to and sexy ones too.
So I just finished my second round of chemo. Well it went great. But heres the thing they give me steroids. I could have bench pressedx 150 lbs on Friday. Unreal. I cleaned out junk bdrawers, rearranged furniture, cooked, baked, visited, it was unreal. I was truely the eveready battery and hit the wall gently last night around 8pm and slept until 8 this morning. Lucky could have been worse.
Lil nausea but they give you stuff for that too. Waiting for the H1N1 needle. that was a scary and annoying week listening to all the news and people freaking about it. Should I get it or not get it. I understand peoples concerns but enough already. Flu season is almost over thank god.
I heard conspiracy theories anyway.
So I'm getting through this. My Dr. told me that in the last ten years none of her patientsdiagnosed with breast passed away from it. My Onacologist is so good too. She is like 31 gorgeous, I keep asking her if she's married, hey I know nice guys, anyway she won't tell me. I think she thinks I'm a little nosey.
Yesterday was fabulous. The high school reunion we had this year in Riverview brought so many people back into my life. I am so lucky. Yesterday I had alot of laughs with Jill , Janice and Sandra , so many of you are keeping me going and ifs fabulous.
You know I say they didn't cut my ego or vanity out, but other things are going. Whats important to me is becoming more real everyday. For example Christmas... never really loved it. When I was a single mom it was counting paychecks until christmas. Robs father always got Rob so I'd be alone. When I did have him he would leave to his Dads on the 26th.
He's older those days are gone and I am sooooooooooooo looking forward decorating my new house, putting up the tree, baking cookies, wrapping presents, theres woods behind the house so you know I'll be spray painting twigs and stuff.
Yup this year I'm going to celebrate my beliefs, and get into the spirit, anyone who wants to come and celebrate or do crafts please come. Or just come and drink coffee and eat cookies.
Just come.
xoxoxoxox