Ok Ok enough of my hair. I tend to make it sooo much about me. Well one visit to the Cancer floor and getting the chemo and I can stand to lose my hair. Its inevitable and I refuse to be a Sukey about it any longer. There I will not mention it again ...wait I can't say that I might and this is a blog after all to talk about me. So I guess it is about me. New perspective today though. Two of my lovely gorgeous friends dear friends the kind of Friends you call after a month or two of not seeing and you say where the hell you been they laugh and your on again., Love those friends and I have been blessed to have a few. Well these two friends one is a month ahead of me with chemo and she had to shave the rest of her hair last night. The other friend has had Cancer for 15 years a few times in remission and its back and she will be losing her hair. So I feel bad for sulking and pouting when so many are suffering with cancer one friend is in surgery today so that makes 4 in one summer.I don't know why God has allowed me to go through this with so much help. I won't ask why just rejoice in all the lessons and growing up I apparently have left to do.
I am tired I'm not trying to be a hero but am wired up from all the pills and chemo drugs had a needle for my bone marrow today that's new I guess. Tomorrow I am supposed to wake up nauseous, from chemo and achy from the bone needle. Like I want to go to bed now.
But I will wake up and keep going and getting through this. I want people to feel free and call next week and come visit. I love attention and love when, I'm sick to say"I'm so sick" and have you feel sorry for me. Come on I was number 7 of 9 kids I'm needy.
Well I have so many stories when I'm feeling better to regale you with so stay tuned.
love sue
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