Thursday and bumps in the road.

Well alot a few people I have discovered are not interested in reading the blog. I am writing it for me. Not all people would bare their souls this way. This is the way I have to do it. I have learned alot of lessons doing it this way. I understand myself more and perhaps a few others. I've always been pretty direct and you typically know where I stand on things. I never thought I would get cancer,really didn't. But I have it. I wan't to continue being myself, I am not going to let it own one part of me. Its renting right now for some reason. Well I know the reasons. I was supposed to slow down notice more listen more understand more. I've made a friend with a 2 year old. My nephew Izaac I love this kid. I' was so blessed this summer to get to know this little boy. I choose to be with him and others that I love . I love my siblings love my parents. But I need to be me and not in one way have any demands on me. Just love me, if you can't accept fake it until this is over. That is love.