WEll I have 3 women in my kitchen this mornign making sandwiches for a baby shower so exciting. The best thing about these things are the women's voices and the talks and news and some gossip. We also are all coronation street watchers so had a laugh over that. Yesterday I wasn't down in the dumps but was just so tired. Had a few friends drop by and made my famous latte for everyone. So nice that people know me for my coffee rather then wine. Just one more sleep and I get all the details and game plan to beat this thing. I had nightmares again this time I had lung cancer. ooooooooooh God. Frank is awake whenever I wake up. He is scared . We have this joke I ask him "are you my puppy dog"? he looks at me and says "woof"!! He's been saying woof alot.
If you've never heard the C word then you're lucky, because its a crazy space to be in.I think I am nicer then before. I just refuse to get upset about anything because stress is the killer. If I'm upset then everyone around me gets emotional. I made a rule when we moved into the house everyone takes off their shoes. Well naturally my two guys would forget, funny for the last week they haven't forgotten. Frank keeps talking about all our future trips we have planned. I get excited and then out of the blue I get scared I won't be here to go on them. But thats the negative part of this disease you cannot go to that place or you might get stuck there and that can't be good.
But today is all about baby Anna our new baby girl in the family. Anna has always been one of my favourite names.
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Enjoyed our visit this am! Your attitude and spirit will get you far as you begin this journey. You are way ahead of most people just getting this diagnosis. I just know you will be victorious.
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